- Mood:
time for bed

Why are clouds and sun the stuff that heaven is made of? And why am I lucky enough to catch moments like these? Click on the photo to view the Charlotte set. The road trip was a lot of fun. Becky and I were delirious by the very end. We took a detour through Shenandoah National Park, and we wound around the Blue Ridge Mountains and added two or so hours to the trip. It was worth it, though. So much green and so many overlooks out to eternity, vast and endless and awesome and phenomenal scenery. It brought me to tears.
I might do another list of 100 for this trip.
It was really good seeing Michelle again.
I went on a date last night. I've gotta write about that. It was a pretty good time.
Happy summer, everyone.
- Mood:
cheerful

- Mood:
on 3 hours sleep
President Buckner gave a talk during church on Sunday about building Zion. The members lay the bricks, and Christ applies the mortar. That really does make a lot of sense, because no matter how many bricks I place, the wall won't stand firm without mortar. My works can't be without Christ; my intentions, any contributions or participation that may reflect 110% of an effort still isn't enough. It's just a vertical sheet of bricks waiting to collapse into a pile. Mortar is an effective image because of its binding properties. If I involve Christ in my life, every single one of those bricks counts. Every single one of those bricks has value; it can be used to stretch the wall upward, to give it breadth. Even broken bricks have a place. When I have enough mortar, there's no such thing as toss-away bricks.
I'm tired. I need a decent night's sleep. I'm not even kidding.
This was taken at Madison Square Park, at 23rd Street and 5th Avenue. I didn't want to get too close, and I even tried coaxing this buzzer to face the camera, but it seemed pretty shy. Bees have nothing to do with bricks, except that I can get busy as a bee, and the bees' wax that helps form the honeycombs could be compared to mortar, except that the hollow cells in a comb are not the same as cement bricks, and if you expose the wax to enough heat, the whole hive melts, whereas mortar and bricks are supposed to withstand the elements by the hair of my chinny chin-chin. Bees are socially adjusted insects. I do not resemble a bee in this regard, but I wonder if members of the church have ever tried pollinating bricks or if anyone has ever gone into anaphylactic shock from exposure to mortar. Pigs and humans have similar digestive systems. So huff and puff and try to blow the hive in, because mortar is the atonement, and Utah is the beehive state.
- Mood:
sleepy
I've been checking my Google calendar throughout the day, and I already have two dates scheduled for the next month. That's like, a personal record.
I don't know one of the guys very well, and the other one and I have talked on occasion. Both are quite nice, and I'm sure they'll show me a fabulous time.
Ooh. Becky just told me of four other guys who wanted to sign up who haven't been to the calendar yet. Wanted to? Really? That's 6 dates, which is more than I could have ever expected.
This is just going to be fun. Fun to the nth power. Fun to the fun power, which is not the same as fun-squared. Googol? Google. Google calendar, I love you.
- Mood:
bouncy
Of course the very first thing I notice are the plurals with apostrophes, but then I still feel really pleased and validated, because my friend is really pleased with the photos. And her friends seem to like them okay, too. But then I feel some sort of imagined pressure, because she asked me to bring my camera to all her gigs, like she expects me to pull out good shots every single time she performs. And different shots. Well, I guess I can look at it as a challenge.
I guess I'm just scared taking pictures won't be fun anymore. And I'm totally taking things out of perspective. These past few years I've made a conscious effort to enjoy as much as possible. I enjoy hard work. I don't necessarily enjoy depression or going to therapy or "that" time of the month, but I appreciate what I've gained from them. When I decided to get another camera a few months ago, I was excited about what I might be able to do as an amateur photographer. I looked for a camera that wasn't all that expensive, and I did a good deal of research that had to factor in what I wanted in a camera as well as my budget.
Now, before a certain parental goes ballistic about my priorities and starts to loudly and hysterically wonder when I'm going to ever apply and pay for naturalization, she can just calm down because I did it already, I mailed in the application and the fee yesterday, thank you very much, so I am really enjoying the camera and I feel photos can add to this journal. Plus, I like being able to share photos from friends's vacations or various gigs or just interesting things around town.
I've learned stuff about focus. And perspective. And I'm not talking only about photography here.
So, yeah. I went over the N-400 at least 5 times, made sure all the information I provided was accurate. Where I've lived in the past 5 years. Where I've worked in the past 5 years. Signed it, dated it. Wrote a check. Thanked my mom in my heart for helping make that possible. Put the application and check in an envelope. Took it to the post office, and mailed it. Yesterday. I kinda can't believe I have to study a test on Americana and be sworn in as a citizen. I'm not sure when it's all going to happen, but does anyone want to come to my swearing in?
Some friends and I are going to see Kristin Plater perform in the village in a little bit. She's got some new songs and covers and she's trying to get a band together. Tonight won't be a solo gig. Pretty exciting.
A complete stranger made a comment for the About Me page. Except she's not necessarily anonymous, because she linked the comment to her website, but I truly do not know this person. It's just interesting. This is the first true breach into my blogosphere. Not to confused with blogoverse. I don't know whether to be excited or go into witness protection. I did look at the stranger's website, though. She seems pretty nice. She'd be a fun friend.
I'll post more after the gig tonight, maybe. I won't stay up too late, because I have that run tomorrow. Woo.
I'll go ahead and post a photo here. Can I just say some of my photos in flickr are getting comments? I don't mind complete strangers saying things there. That's pretty fun. This shot was taken at dusk at Fort Tryon Park, exactly a month ago today. I got invited into a Fort Tryon Park group last Sunday, where members can dump a bunch of photos related to the park and comment on each other's pictures, and so I contributed a few, and this photo is the last one that received a comment:


It's the one straight ahead. It's the east side of the building. It's reflecting the Chase building in the tall windows. 51 floors. Yeah, notice all those windows? And you know that Windex commercial where the windows on that house are so clean the birds keep crashing into them? That's what happens to my building. Birds swoop down and see the pretty flowers on display in the lobby and smack themselves right into the building. Except it's not funny. They don't shake the dizzy stars from their heads and brush themselves off and join their birdy friends perching in the nearby trees or power cables. No, their buddy friends don't laugh. Nobody laughs, because it's not funny. I've felt the slightest vibration in the air twice in the past two weeks, early in the morning. Vibrations that hinted that something wasn't quite right with the world. Not necessarily related to world disasters. Two separate vibrations, the tiniest of pulses in the air. Two birds caused these vibrations, at different points in time, when they collided with my work building and glanced off the cruel windows and died. Dead. Two in the past two weeks. I found the first one last week and the next one this morning. I promise I won't be documenting all these misfortunes. They've sucked a little bit of life out of me. I need all the little bits of life I can get.

Funny thing is, I saw the FedEx truck first, then I saw the tree. I noticed the tree as I reviewed the photo. And I like the blue.
- Mood:
my legs? sore tomorrow

- Mood:
still LURVING the world

After, once I've eaten my vegetables and had some exercise:

This next pair is a shot from the subway platform at 125th Street, along the A line. Before, it doesn't necessarily make me miss VH1:

After, a little more pimped out and the way one should really watch VH1 and/or wait for the A train, especially with the purple in the bulbs and green trim:

I went to another party tonight. It was a lot of fun, served with quite a variety of mocktails. Passion fruit faux-jitos. Appletinis. Tequila sunrises. Mai tais. Sangrias. Regular martinis, which were pretty much soda water with an olive. Eww. Way too much sugar water for one evening. The birthday girl left a pretty stable career in public relations to work as a baker for Magnolia Bakery. She plans on opening her own place in - get this - Austin, Texas. I'll have to let her in on the air stream trailers.
It's 1AM, and I just put in disc one to season 5 of Little House on the Prairie. One episode, and I'm headed to bed.
The other day I put some food in the dispenser in the rabbits' cage. It was dinner time, and Pig was waiting inside the cage. He took his time getting to the food but after a few moments he was eating quite contentedly. Chicken was wandering outside the cage, but she heard and saw me with the food. Chicken eventually hopped into the cage, but she, too, didn't go straight for the food. Pig was still chowing down. At the time, I was reading or typing something at the computer, so I wasn't watching them very closely. Well, it seemed that Chicken was more in the mood for something other than food, because the next time I looked over at the cage she had mounted him. And there was that ... mounting motion. Pig was minding his own business, and she wanted to get down to business. The whole act lasted all of a few seconds, because Pig could not eat with such a distraction. So he squirmed out from under his sister, away from the food. He scurried on out of the cage, leaving Chicken by herself right next to the food dispenser. She then stuck her nose in the food and started eating as if nothing had just happened. I think she planned the whole thing. What a sly little bunner.

Larger versions at flickr.

No other photo in the set has that many views. In fact, the next-highest number of views of other photos of Sarah is four. FOUR. That's a distant second place, people. I mean, I can understand why all the views, because Sarah's cute and all, but WHO? And if you're going to look at a photo that many times, you should comment, you know? Are you obsessed with her? Should we notify someone? Sarah, is it you? Do you keep looking at yourself? You know what, I bet I know what it is. It's the rabbits. It's gotta be.
Plants are something else, aren't they?


Yes, I'll probably be a little on the obnoxious side about documenting the growth of these little greenies. That's like an entire inch's difference than yesterday. I really like this soil. I still have about 15 pounds of it, and I'm not sure what to do with it yet. It's good for eight months, so maybe I can grow some squash later on, or try my thumb at other stuff. Just not pot. No drugs, people. This is a ton of fun.
You can see larger versions of these photos as Flickr. I put up a "Gardening 2008" set.
Also at Flickr are more "I don't know you but"s. Just a few.
Yay.
I can't really sleep, so I'm toying with banners:
That last one is up right now. Your LJ template may or may not be CSS customizable. You'll have to check that out. Basically go through your photos and see what might look okay across the top of your page. I cropped my desired photos to 1020X200 pixels. (You may have to adjust yours.) I saved them. I uploaded them into LJ. I tagged them. Each photo in the scrapbook has a corresponding URL. You can find that last photo here: http://pics.livejournal.com/mayiwrite/pi
Go to Home or User Info.
Mouse over Journal.
Go to Customize Journal.
Go to Customize your theme.
In the left-hand panel, click on Custom CSS
In the text box, enter:
#header-inner {
background-image: url("http://pics.livejournal.com/mayiwrite/pi
height: px;200
}
#header {
background-image: none;
}
Notice the information between the quotes is the URL I want to use for my banner. I just copied and pasted it from a different browser window. You might have to play with the dimensions and/or cropping a little to get it to look right on your page, but for the most part, it should work. I have found a lot of the photos don't really work. Some of the objects look too out of context. Or the photo is digitally huge and it's hard to tell what the photo even could be once it's cropped - 1020X200 either is a lot of room, or it hardly any room at all.
So voila, there I am, looking thoughtful. I'll be experimenting with more photos later. I've made myself tired, which was the point, so I'm gonna hit the hay.
I showed Sarah this photo when she was here, and she must have stared at it for five minutes. She kept going on and on about it, and on, and I was starting to feel a little embarrassed and uncomfortable, but I have warmed up to the idea that I was a pretty cute kid. I mean, look at my mom. Yeah, that's her, the one who looks like she's 12. Striped turtleneck. Totally cute, right? This is probably 1979, so I'd be about three years old. Also, don't pay attention to the coffee-drinking and the cigarette-smoking. Don't try to notice my mom is doing both at the same time, as evidenced by the cigarette in one hand, and the coffee in the other. We little people sure do need our stimulants. I mean, I must have been hallucinating or something, because I'm trying to figure out the shirt I'm wearing. And to think, I continued wearing clothes like that, even in high school. Maybe I was ahead of my time. Or way, way behind. I also wore more barrettes as a wee lass. Also, Mom is smiling; Dad is smiling, and I must be figuring out how to solve world hunger or discover global warming or otherwise advise the Dalai Lama. These are serious times, folks. Say "no" to drugs.
Speaking of clothes, no one can say anything derogatory, especially if you pegged your jeans or had any sort of jelly apparel or wore World Wildlife Fund t-shirts. To be fair, you were probably pretty cute toddlers, too. I don't judge you.
Sarah urged me to scan and post this photo.("Scan and post!") I chose to heed her counsel, so I guess I have to let her live. Hey, what are friends for.
- Mood:
amused
So I have this lens to go with my camera. I was scared to use it. I didn't use it for a long time. Then I used it today. I didn't know the lens would let me focus on the man in the moon's lopsided face. I'm not scared to use it anymore.
I took a trip up to Fort Tryon Park after work this evening. Those photos will be under the set named "Nature."







